in less than 7 months, we will have another baby in the house... like we did over 2yrs ago- diego.... i remember waiting 23hrs to see diego after the first signs that labor was on its way.... and i remember knowing that the kid about to be born had a lot of dark, black hair.... (without getting into major detail, lets just say that his head was down there for over 7hrs.... we knew more about his hair than we did his gender)
by the time he was born, i was more relieved and thirsty than anything... my body was still in pain and i could hear my husband calling the family members.... and when they gave him to me?! i flipped out because he had a very black foot and i thought it was super hairy... no, it was just the ink from the footprint.... but i guess, drugs will do that to you.... but diego did have a lot of hair on his shoulders and little ears... my mom pointed out that he had a pointy ear just like his mama....
we were in the hospital for 4 days... mainly because diego had jaundice and required that he sit under a UV light... my poor kid was as orange as ernie from sesame street... but he was (and still is) such a cutie... he had the cutest "ohhh" expression but soon i figured that meant he was making a mess.... as i sat in the hospital, i had him as often as i could... i even strolled him with me in the bathroom as i showered.. i wanted to be close to this new being.... no wonder, diego wants to be by me every second of the day.... i can't complain, can i?!
he was so tiny for us.... so fragile... so reddish orange... his legs were always moving- he had the strongest thighs- still does... and we loved taking photos of him... we loved cuddling him.... i loved knowing that i could hold him more than anyone else since i was the mom, and i also provided the food.... he never cried much... he was easy to care for.... not a huge eater but just enough....
and soon, we will do this again only things will be different... the kid will have an older brother... a curious one and maybe slightly jealous at first, but diego will learn that i love both equally... that he is still the most special and wonderful kid around.... the next child will be too- but each will have their own personality- each will win my heart equally.... i can't say that i am not nervous in the least, because i am....
there are so many mothers who juggle two kids... so its possible.... but the thought overwhelms me at times... taking two kids in the car... two car seats.... two mouths to feed!!! (i do so poorly with one)....two kids to bathe and dress and make sure they aren't doing something they shouldn't be doing... two kids to teach and discipline... two kids to clean after....two to love, two to swoon over.. but two... am i ready?! do i have a choice?! i am thrilled at the whole new experience but like anything new, the thoughts can be daunting....
nonetheless, i will be doing this all over again.... and i admit, i smile as i write this all despite the tears of concern that hit me the minute before.... ah, such are hormones, eh?!
aww, diego is such a cutie! and soon you'll have a second cutie to show off!
Posted by: shoofly | September 17, 2006 at 12:47 AM
I'm so so so so excited for you!! You will do just fine Ellia trust me. If I can do it, you can. It's crazy it really is but it's possible. And you have family to help you and Ramel is an exellent husband. Eek I can't WAIT!
Posted by: Madeline | September 17, 2006 at 11:48 AM
Those hormones get the best of us sometimes, don't they? When the new one arrives things will fall into place. It may be a little bumpy the first few days at home...there's always an adjustment period involved for everyone and then, before you know it two will seem like something you've always done.
You'll be fine! Ramel will be fine! Little Diego will be fine! Baby Bean will be fine too! You'll see. Try not to worry about what will come, it's going to be what it's going to be. Instead enjoy that little boy's amazement and wonder at the thought of a baby brother or sister in Mommy's belly.
Sending you big hugs and happy thoughts, Momma!
Posted by: amy | September 17, 2006 at 02:25 PM
What sweet posts today! You and Ramel will look so beautiful with two little ones to cherish. Love the pictures of Deigo and can't wait for baby bean photos.
Diego will love baby bean and claim him for his own :) Mine sometimes fight but they are very protective over each other too.
It's amazing how quickly you'll all adjust and forget that once there was only 3 of you. You have some tiring times but you will also have lots of love and fun dancing round the room with 2 beautiful boys!
Posted by: Lindsey | September 17, 2006 at 06:45 PM
You'll be great Ellia! Two is harder but it is pretty easy to figure out. Wish I lived closer to help you through the harder times. :)
Posted by: jen b | September 18, 2006 at 06:40 PM
awh dear me, i am so excited for you ellia. what a joy your little diego seems to be, i can't imagine what you must feel like, but one thing is for sure you continee to be an inspiration to me and i love catching up with you here. may the blessings overflow and the fruits of your labor be as rewarding as the last time. heart!
Posted by: cat | September 19, 2006 at 10:24 AM
Those pics are adorable!
Posted by: Great Dane Addict | September 19, 2006 at 10:15 PM
oh my!!yay! congratulations!! the two kid thing didn't hit me until my post partum but all is good and isn't bad at all...
Posted by: joyce | September 19, 2006 at 11:58 PM
This made me tear up a bit, too, and I'm not even pregnant! What's my excuse?
I'm sure you'll be as great with 2 as you are with 1. And in a couple of months, you won't remember life with 1 or how you ever lived without them both...
Posted by: Meghan | September 20, 2006 at 02:49 PM
Yep I remember and cant wait to see another grandchild!!! Love mom
Posted by: Nina | September 20, 2006 at 06:32 PM
aw this was sucha sweet post :):)
not so long ago I felt all that rush of emotion & wonder.
now we're thinking back to the ultrasounds & what we wondered the baby would be like.
Its such an exciting time for you guyz!
:):):)
Posted by: alex | October 02, 2006 at 07:54 PM